4. Becoming Núr - Light

THE PATH OF SEARCH, Chapter 4.

The month of Núr (Light) 176 BE

Memorising the 4^th Paragraph of The Tablet of the True Seeker

As each chapter and Paragraph of the Tablet has come into synchronisation with the Badíʿ or Bahá’í calendar, a screen shot of the month of Núr introduces this chapter, taken from a beautiful arrangement of the calendar, with each month AND the whole 19 months of 361 days arranged into a hexagram, by New York Bahá’í Friend Leland Wright, and available online as a pdf or hard copy decorative wall calendar…

He should not hesitate to offer up his life for his Beloved, nor allow the censure of the people to turn him away from the Truth. He should not wish for others that which he doth not wish for himself, nor promise that which he doth not fulfil. With all his heart should the seeker avoid fellowship with evil doers and pray for the remission of their sins. He should forgive the sinful, and never despise his low estate, for none knoweth what his own end shall be. How often hath a sinner, at the hour of death, attained to the essence of faith, and, quaffing the immortal draught, hath taken his flight unto the celestial Concourse. And how often hath a devout believer, at the hour of his soul’s ascension, been so changed as to fall into the nethermost fire. 

4 Núr (Light) 176 BE, 8 June 2019 CE 

After 10 days of travelling the first night back at work was an all-nighter that brought home some of the Words in this month’s Paragraph 4, about the preciousness of life, and the sometimes-unexpected nature of the coming of death, or transition to the next world. In this case an 80-year-old man was brought in by ambulance having a massive STEMI – ST-Elevation Myocardial Infarction – a massive heart attack! From the ECG it looked like several of his coronary arteries were completely clotted and blocked, he was grey and ashen, covered in sweat, and suffering 10 out of 10 heavy chest pain, like an elephant sitting on his chest! His pulse was 36 in CHB Complete Heart Block, and his blood pressure was down in the 60s and 70s; so low it could not even be measured at times, and certainly incompatible with life! 

I knew, fresh from the Emergency medicine conference, that this gentleman probably had an 80% to 90% chance of dying in the resusc bed but worked hard to save his life. One hour later it was not looking good; the thrombolysis, or clot busting treatment, was not working – he probably did not have enough flow from the low heart rate and blood pressure; the ECG looked worse if anything; the heart muscle had no power and was behaving like it was squeezed in a vice. But then with an isoprenaline drip to improve the heart rate and blood pressure, the metalyse started working and clearing the coronary arteries of clot, and soon, after an episode of ventricular tachycardia, a re-purfusion arrhythmia, he was sitting up and feeling a LOT better. His pulse was now 60 in sinus rhythm and his blood pressure satisfactory, and by the time the retrieval team landed their helicopter at 0530hrs he was actually looking like he might survive. Also, with the massive weight off his chest, he was feeling very grateful and went out of his way to give his profuse thanks, making me think it quite possible that he might be one of those naturally fortunate people referred to in this month’s words, who might have lived a sinful life full of fun and selfish pleasures, totally oblivious of God and the Spirit realms and yet if my work had failed, he might have been one of those that at the hour of death, attained to the essence of faith, and, quaffing the immortal draught, hath taken his flight unto the celestial Concourse? 

Getting back to the doctor accommodation I felt very grateful myself that the all-nighter, with several other tricky patients also, had been rewarded with success, and though extremely fatigued spent a couple of minutes looking at the first words for memorisation during this month of Núr… He should not hesitate to offer up his life for his Beloved, nor allow the censure of the people to turn him away from the Truth. He should not wish for others that which he doth not wish for himself, nor promise that which he doth not fulfil. Then relaxing deliciously under the (vegan) doona, or duvet, I could feel every muscle celebrating my well-earned rest and drifted into the sort of sleep that I always wish for, so deep and refreshing that 4 hours seemed to go by in a heartbeat, and then a further period took me into some very pleasant, if not celestial quality, REM sleep dream-time. 

Rising at noon, the first thing to do of course, was to give thanks again to God for a successful return to work, by doing the LOP and the 95 Allāhu ʾAbhās, but then the attraction was to catch up with the world news, rather than to immediately return to the quest of my Beloved, as there had been quite a few developments. Julian Assange was not doing well, imprisoned in the UK, and it looked like death was not too far away from him either – death, or the ending of life, certainly seemed to be the theme of the month! Julian had written a letter to the public, basically saying that he was finished, and everybody else would have to take up the torch of investigating the truth and exposing the evil doings of the world governments. His great crime, for which it was now looking likely that he would be extradited to the USA and either imprisoned for the rest of his life or otherwise ‘disappeared’, if indeed he was lucky enough to survive the next few weeks, was publishing video footage of an American helicopter crew cracking jokes and enjoying themselves, while they mercilessly gunned down a group of civilians and journalists and children in Iraq. Again, it was a reminder of the first lines for this month, and it was clear that Julian Assange was behaving like a true seeker, in that he fit the description of one who would not allow the censure of the people to turn him away from the Truth. It seemed highly likely that he too, if he did not make it through the next few weeks, might find his rewards in the next world, and could well be one of those who at the hour of death, attained to the essence of faith, and, quaffing the immortal draught, hath taken his flight unto the celestial Concourse.

It was another reminder that even if it was a long way away from the celestial realms, the Search for God and the Truth could also be followed on YouTube by watching certain channels, like ZegTV Hidden from the Public, and Dark Journalist, that were into exposing the truth of history and the real amazing nature of reality. For example, one video I had watched in the last few days on the trans-Tasman flights, was of Doctors J.J. and Desiree Hurtak at the New Living Expo attempting to show people the true nature of extra-terrestrial connections, by having two well-known authors and researchers at the table with them, discussing their understandings. One of them was one of my all-time favourite researchers and authors; Andrew Collins, who talked about the ‘ultra-terrestrials’ he and his group of friends had discerned at certain hot points, related to fault lines and magnetic anomalies on the earth’s crust. The other author Desiree brought to the table was one whose interaction with extra-terrestrials was in the form of grey aliens, about whom he was very suspicious of their agenda, especially with the way they were abducting, using, and manipulating humanity. Desiree & JJ sat between the two completely opposing views of interaction with other realms, pointing out the surprising fact that both of these viewpoints were true and valid, in this way showing the incredible complexity of our multi-dimensional reality, while JJ himself revealed in a new book, to the obvious great interest of Andrew Collins, that he had been allowed to map the underground labyrinth of tunnels at Giza many decades ago, even before the days of Zahi Hawass! Dr JJ to me looked not a day older than he did in pictures of him when he was channelling Enoch and Metatron into The Keys of Enochback in the days when he was 2^ndin charge of the US Army sponsored Council of Nine, headed by Dr Andrija Puharich, back in in 1973, 46-odd years ago! … So, I guess he must presumably have discovered some sort of anti-aging technology on his travels!  

Many other updates were on YouTube, including a great interview of Graham Hancock by my favourite Journalist and seeker of the Truth Daniel Liszt, otherwise known as Dark Journalist, who was now up to X-series Number 55 in his X-plorations into the X-steganography, the symbol X, behind which all of the ancient Mystery Schools hid their deepest secrets, especially those related to our contact with off-worldly people, or in modern terminology the UFO file, thought of by Bahá’í people more focused on the Spiritual Worlds of God, as the Concourse on High. In any case Episode 55 was a dynamite expose of the rising of the old Pyramid culture of Atlantis between Cuba and Yucatan, and around Bimini, as it was prophesied by ‘the sleeping prophet’ Edgar Cayce, and then more details seen by Rudolf Steiner the Father of Anthroposophy, itself a more Western style Mystery school division off Helena Blavatsky’s Theosophical Society. 

In spite of last month’s instructions that the seeker must, at all times, put his trust in God, must renounce the peoples of the earth, must detach himself from the world of dust, and cleave unto Him Who is the Lord of Lords, there was still an attraction to investigating the world of earthly knowledge, while at the same time realising that in some respects it was getting off what was REALLY important; the path of the true seeker, which also explained the mundane and more chaotic nature of the dream-time at the moment, though it was  also fascinating listening to the sort of research that DJ was digging up. As was the case in all the mysteries schools, his research was immensely deepened with the help of mostly female psychics or powerfully clairvoyant people, in DJ’s case a type of pure manifestation of the Beloved in an incredible clairvoyant by the name of GiGi Young, and also with help from his other beloved never seen beautiful assistant Olivia.   

In fact, the excursion away from the Path of the true Seeker was quite brief, as the signposts of synchronicity were definitely directing me in the direction of the Bahá’í life, and this focus was attended by a definite increase in clarity and celestial quality of the dream-time as well, now becoming a much greater magnetic attraction than even Atlantis and X-steganography research. For example, in the newly finished Bahá’í prayer room designed and created by my wife, I found her phone, which she had been looking for all day, and on lighting up the screen I found to my delight that the time was 1919 – quite a shockingly appropriate number for that time and space; a truly Bábi-Bahá’í number that reflected the fact that the prayer room had been dedicated a week or so before, on the 176^th Anniversary of the Declaration of the Báb to the memory of that day back in 1844 when the Báb shared His identity with the first one of His 18 Letters of the Living! 

There was also some interesting and intriguing synchronicity around the number 53, which had started the Year before when the new doctor’s accommodation in the land of Oz shifted to a street number of 53/1, which I immediately liked as it took us into the vibration of the 9. Now I realised that during the first Year in the accommodation 2018 I had completed 53 books of Keshe foundation Knowledge Seeker transcriptions and investigations, with contact during the last book (53) with the Universal House of Justice, to Bahá’ís the embodiment of God on the Planet Earth, Who sent me instructions that I understood was advice to turn away from the Kf and towards the Blessed Beauty. Now I was realising that there might be one more book, to make up the 53/1, coming out of this address, and this was the important One being delivered from the Pen at this moment in time and space, in The Path of Search! 

Then there was more synchronicity on the flight back to work this month when I watched the latest MARVEL movie about the heroine who became a brilliant LIGHT, then became as a METEOR that was bright enough and hot enough to take out the conniving and devious control of the Artificial Intelligence Government, a sort of control grid that DJ, following the vision of Rudolf Steiner, referred to as The 8^th Sphere, controlled by Ahriman the menacing Spirit behind the Archonic Intelligence. In the movie, the planet that was saved was known as 53C, a remarkable piece of personal synchronicity for this seeker and humble servant, and perhaps a confirmation in this month of Núr (Light) that our best tactic for defeating the military Archonic control grid on this planet is in becoming Núr Light all together as all the true seekers catch the wave of magnetic energy and occupy our Light bodies and follow the instructions at the dawn of every day he should commune with God, and, with all his soul persevere in the quest of his Beloved

There was more coincidence related to this path of Search when I joined my wife and we made a big effort to join the Friends for the Feast of Núr(Light) at our home community in NZ. At the feast one of the Friends went on excitedly about her discovery of Tom Price’s latest presentation, which she described as “Finding a New Mind” and turned out to be an exploration of the Tablet of the True Seeker, in which Tom Price discovered that there were only 25 things that had to be achieved by the seeker for him to find himself endowed with a new eye, a new ear, a new heart, and a new mind,! This again provided some beautiful direction in the form of manifest signs of the Universe, pointing away from the YouTube discoveries of what was emerging in the world of dust, and back to The Path of Search of the true seeker, where hopefully the dreams would return to the celestial realms of rapture and ecstasy. 

So, the path ahead was clear! The first thing would be to remember one of the lines from last month… he should, with all his soul, persevere in the quest of His Beloved, reflected and intensified with the idea of a positive manifestation of death beginning with a negative in the  first line of this month, he should not hesitate to offer up his life for his Beloved, by listening again to the timely workshops embroidered with a deep mystical knowledge by Steven Phelps, exploring the new book from the World Centre entitled The Call of the Beloved, this time sitting and taking notes.  Also, I could already feel the magnetic attraction somewhere down the trail, of those talks of Tom Price, and looked forward to another amusing but profoundly deep oceanic dip into the Tablet of the True Seeker delivered by this master speaker whose talks were equally as profound as his musical presentations as he was also a master musical conductor. 

7 Núr (Light) 176 BE, 11 June 2019 CE 

Steven Phelps began his first study circle by suggesting that this new book, The Call of the Divine Beloved, can best be regarded as ‘A Manual for Spiritual Quest’ and explained that the contents were Tablets that Bahá’u’lláh produced in the early days, directed at Poets and Mystics on their mystical path, a good 10 years before He publicly announced His mission and status. For example, the Rash-i `ama’ was written in 1852 and has been officially translated as “The Clouds of the Realm Above”, but there was a huge hidden depth to the meanings of each word of the poem, and the Title itself. Rash is a sprinkling down and `ama’ is a cloud; not a cloud that brings rain but a misty cloud that obscures the Light emanating from the other side, like a kind of veil. This reflects the role of the Prophet; to be a Veil or Cloud that interposes between our reality and the Realm of the Unknowable – an extremely thin or subtle cloud than can be seen one moment and not the next, and leads into the 1^st Verse of this amazing song / poem of Núr Light…

‘Tis from Our Rapture that the clouds of realms above are raining down

‘Tis from Our anthem that the mysteries of faith are raining down 

Although Steven Phelps was in total respect of the beautiful new translation of the Rash-i `ama’, he believed that ‘the Fitzgerald of the Rash-i `ama’ had not yet appeared, meaning a translation that kept the poetic nature of the poem as well as bringing forth the essence of it to be felt in English, though later he gave an example of a verse previously translated by Marzieh Gail as ‘almost Fitzgeraldian’. The Rubáiyát of Omar Khayyám is the title that Edward Fitzgerald gave to his 1859 translation from Persian to English of a selection of quatrains (rubāʿiyāt) attributed to Omar Khayyam (1048–1131), who was dubbed "the Astronomer-Poet of Persia". Steven Phelps felt there might be more literal or more poetic translations in the future, but for now the UHJ had given the seal of approval for this translation to introduce this volume of inspired mystical writings entitled The Call of the Divine Beloved.

While watching Steven Phelps expounding on the profound hidden meanings in each Persian or Arabic word, I felt all the other cares and troubles of the world of dust dissipating into nothing in the background, and realised that, with his immense knowledge and profound immersion in the scriptures of Bahá’u’lláh, he was in a way one of those burning meteors of Núr Light, just like the heroine of the Marvel film who managed to rescue the planet C53, conquering the evil doers and bringing the world into harmony. He was in fact one of those people that `Abdu’l-Bahá reassured us would one day arise, as I found his words written in page 332 of my prayer book… 

O phoenix of that immortal flame kindled in the sacred Tree! Bahá’u’lláh – may my life, my soul, my spirit be offered up as a sacrifice unto His lowly servants – hath, during His last days on earth, given the most emphatic promise that, through the outpourings of the grace of God and the aid and assistance vouchsafed from His Kingdom on high, souls will arise and holy beings appear who, as stars, would adorn the firmament of divine guidance; illumine the dayspring of loving-kindness and bounty; manifest the signs of the unity of God; shine with the light of sanctity and purity; receive their full measure of divine inspiration; raise high the sacred torch of faith; stand firm as the rock and immoveable as the mountain; and grow to become luminaries in the heavens of His Revelation, mighty channels of His grace, means for the bestowal of God’s bountiful care, heralds calling forth the name of the One true God, and establishers of the worlds supreme foundation…

…I am waiting, eagerly waiting for these holy ones to appear; and yet, how long will they delay their coming? My prayer and ardent supplication, at eventide and at dawn (at the dawn of every day) is that these shining stars may soon shed their radiance upon the world, that their sacred countenances may be unveiled to mortal eyes, that the hosts of divine assistance may achieve their victory, and the billows of grace, rising from His oceans above, may flow upon all mankind. Pray ye also and supplicate unto Him that through the bountiful aid of the Ancient Beauty these souls may be unveiled to the eyes of the world…

Steven Phelps continued his deep oceanic dive into the examination of the incredibly complex meanings of the words in each paragraph, and his explanation of the meaning of Couplet 14 was a good example of the huge depths of knowledge hidden in the Persian or Arabic letters… The translation in the book of couplet 14 goes as follows 

Behold the soul entrancing song, behold the beating of the drum, 

Behold the sacred rhythms that from Our hand are raining down.

There is no way that the pure English reader can get the depth of the hidden meanings in this couplet that are allusions to Words in the Qur’an. For example, the words Behold the soul entrancing song conceal in their hidden meaning allusions to the first article of faith of the Muslim world in their Holy book “There is no God but God, and Muhammad is the Messenger of God” which begins with the Word ‘La’, which is the word ‘No’ in English. So, it begins with negation and then proceeds to affirmation, which is a theme about which many volumes of mystical writings and books have been written over the centuries. It is also an echo of our Paragraph 4 at the moment, which for the first time in the Path of Search of the true seeker begins with negation and proceeds to affirmation… He should not hesitate to offer up his life for his Beloved!  This couplet was also the one that Steven Phelps felt Marzieh Gail’s translation was more ‘Fitzgeraldian’ in its depth of inspiration and rhyme… 

Hear ye from out Iraq the shout, from Hijaz the singing air

Hear ye God’s head as it drums out, ‘But God No Other God is There’.

 Since the quest of my Beloved seemed to be narrowing down and coming into focus on the Maid of Heaven, I had to have a closer look at Couplet 15, and it indeed turned out to be a whole ocean of knowledge in itself, including in it bringing understanding of where the couplet in fact comes from…

Behold the Countenance Divine! Behold the Maid of Paradise! 

Behold the grace upon the world from Our own presence raining down 

In this couplet the Blessed Beauty has hidden references to 3 of the 5 realms of God in Sufi and Bahá’í cosmology, and also in the Seven Valleys. The Countenance Divine is the Countenance of Lahut, the Maid of Paradise is the Maid of Hahut, and the grace upon the world is raining upon the world of Nasut, the physical world. These realms delineate the celestial hierarchy from Hahut– the realm of Ha, the letter H, the divine essence, the top level, called the level of ‘Ama – the realm beyond the cloud. The next level down, as in the Bahá’í ring stone symbol, is Lahut, which is the realm of the Prophets or Manifestations of God. In the ring stone and this couplet there are no references to the next 2 realms below the realm of the Prophets and these worlds are known as Jabarut and Malakut, translated in Bahá’í writings as The Dominion and The Kingdom, as in that hard-to-remember phrase of the LOP … I implore Thee by the signs of Thy Kingdom (manifest signs of the Universe)  and the mysteries of Thy Dominion to do with Thy loved ones as becometh Thy bounty, O Lord of all being…   and then the lowest realm being Nasut, our world of dust and water and clay, the world of material fire we know and feel the pain of every day, but with some prayers we may feel the fires of hatred and dissension being gently rained upon from above… the grace upon the world from Our own presence raining down 

The little excursion into the letter Ha, which equates to the Maid of Paradise in the realms of Hahut, made me look closer and take notes on the couplet that contained the references to Ha’ and  Ba’. 

Behold the radiant face of Ha’, behold the beauteous robe of Ba’.

Behold the Lordly grace that from Our Pen is raining down 

While referring to the letter Ha’ Steven Phelps made a gesture in the air that I immediately recognised, while he was talking about the Persian form of the letter which he described as ‘a circle with a kind of a loop’ and then traced out the form of the crop circle that was manifested in 2001 for a group of kiwis, including yours truly and my Friend Jan, inside Avebury circle, and around which there was delivered an awesome depth of knowledge and synchronicity, with a connection even into the 53 books of Kf transcriptions. This story can be found in my book Corn Circles– A Medic’s History, Examination and Diagnosis of the Crop Circle Phenomenon. This symbol in Maori iconography was recognised as ira tangata– a fertilised egg or seed. 

On the other hand, discussing the letter Ba’ Steven Phelps referred to the mystery of the fire in the locks of Bahá’u’lláh’s hair, about which He wrote several mystical poems, one of which was read out to the study circle, pointing out that the letter Ba’ itself looks like a curly lock of hair. The letter Ba’ also brought up memories of Graham Hancock’s ancient Egyptian list of vehicles of the Soul from the Book of the Dead, which he included in his latest book America Before, one of which, the physical vehicle was referred to as the Ba. I was going to look it up but then felt that at this stage in Steven Phelps’ study circle, not even yet into the 1^st Valley of Search, it might be better to put off to a later stage an examination of the different soul vehicles of every human being, though it is also true indeed that the theme of life or death (of the body) and ascension or descension (of the soul) looms heavily over the paragraph for this month!

The last couplet contained yet another ocean of meanings, and even the last phrase: The trill of songbirds this, from our fleeting Wellspring raining down, according to Steven Phelps, contained a wealth of meaning. There was an allusion to Fanā; the stage of annihilation where nothing remains of itself; the seventh valley of humility and complete nothingness, where the seeker becomes a hollow reed from which the pith of self has been blown out and can now sing with the mystical tones of the Spirit. All these layers of meaning were stacked behind the few words of the last line of the last couplet!  

10 Núr BE 14 June 2019 CE

OMG! Now I understand the feeling behind the exclamation Hand of the Cause Zikru’llah Khadem, mentioned in Chapter 1, would utter when he was overcome with amazement at the manifest signs of the Universe in his path: “O Lord, increase my astonishment at Thee!” Of course, with the new translation of The Seven Valleys in the new book, I should probably say: “OMG - Increase my wonder and amazement at Thee, O God!”  Either way the line to some degree expressed the amazement I felt at another remarkable manifest sign of the Universe that popped out of the ether as a kind of magical road sign. On the advice of my Bahá’í Friend Jan, I was busily converting all the blog posts I had written on this search into the 1^st Person, but as I re-posted Chapter 3 the 1^st Hidden Word came out in very large letters, blocking the flow of the Page. I was forced to delete it and then go and find another edition of it for checking and copying. Thinking something was up I found my pdf copy of The Hidden Words on my iPad, and looked for the 1^st Hidden Word, to see if it was Persian or Arabic. It was thrilling and breath-taking while reading the Introduction to receive another hit between the eyes with another connection to the number 53, which was becoming a prime number for this episode… ‘Among the vast body of scriptures that Bahá’u’lláh has bequeathed to humanity is The Hidden Words, a collection of 153 gem-like aphorisms he revealed in 1858 while meditating and walking the banks of the Tigris River in Baghdad, Iraq’ 

Reading further into the Intro, I found that The Hidden Words was originally known to Bahá’ís as the ‘Hidden Words of Fatimih’ the daughter of the Prophet Muhammad and the holiest most outstanding woman of Islam. According to the traditions of Shiah Islam, Fatimih was deeply stricken with grief after her father’s death, and the angel Gabriel visited her and whispered inspiring, consoling words to give her spiritual comfort during a time of extreme anguish… …The Blessed Beauty Himself identified His Hidden Words with the words that were whispered to the beautiful Maiden and reading the words I felt yet another aspect of The Beloved and The Maid of Heaven coming into focus and proximity on the Path of Search, in the person of the beautiful daughter of Muhammad. Bahá’u’lláh characterises His Hidden Words as follows: 

 This is that which hath descended from the realm of glory, uttered by the tongue of power and might, and revealed unto the Prophets of old. We have taken the inner essence thereof and clothed it in the garment of brevity, as a token of grace unto the righteous, that they may stand faithful unto the Covenant of God, may fulfil in their lives His trust, and in the realm of spirit obtain the gem of divine virtue.

The Hidden Words have given me VERY illuminating answers to specific questions in the past, in fact over the last decade it had become my main guide  book, so I decided to ask the Blessed Beauty if there was anything else to add to this account at this point, and made a random access into my iPad edition, landing on the 44^th Persian Hidden Word: 

O CAMPANION OF MY THRONE! 

Hear no evil, and see no evil, abase not thyself, neither sigh and weep. Speak no evil, that thou mayest not hear it spoken unto thee, and magnify not the faults of others that thine own faults may not appear great; and wish not the abasement of anyone. That thine own abasement be not exposed. Live then the days of thy life, that are less than a fleeting moment, with thy mind stainless, thy heart unsullied, thy thoughts pure, and thy nature sanctified, so that, free and content, thou mayest put away this mortal frame, and repair unto the mystic paradise and abide in the eternal kingdom forevermore… 

This well-known Hidden Word had immediate relevance to the Paragraph I was memorising this month, especially with the words about the often-unexpected coming of the grim reaper, and how inconsequential are the events of this world of dust that are less than a fleeting moment in the greater scheme of things, where the real worlds are those above and beyond this world of dust Nasut, which is really only a fleeting shadow of the real worlds, but our conduct here can greatly influence where we go at the hour of death. If only Prime Minister Haji Mirza Aqasi had been able to read and understand this Hidden Word, then things might have turned out very differently in the turbulent times of Persia in which the Báb was assassinated and the Blessed Beauty tortured in the Síyáh-Chál!    

11 Núr BE, 15 June CE 

It was while I was at work last night after writing the previous post, that I understood the relevance of my dreams that morning. After a few easy nights I was well into the REM sleep on waking and remembered being highly efficient and organised in the dream time, even organising an adrenalin drip so the house renovation would proceed quickly. Then when I woke, I was highly efficient and in a couple of hours had paid all my bills, caught up on email, and almost got to the bottom of my to-do list! Then I very efficiently converted all the blog posts into book chapters and felt them at last relax into a comfortable context for the ongoing chapters to flow out in the path of search. Then towards the end of that job I ran into the problem with the 1^st Hidden Word, and felt my incredible astonishment at the coincidence of the 153 filling my heart so it felt like a flame of fire and rising to fill the head and the brain with wonder, filling the eyes with tears, bringing the interest and attention of the soul, and feeling astonished in my heart, mind and soul! 

Then I went off to work and had another horrific all-nighter with at one point after midnight 3 ambulances arriving with 3 critical patients in short order! It brought up memories of my dream with the adrenalin drip returning to haunt me, so I took extra precautions. When one of the critical patients, a semi-retired jovial jazz pianist who had injured his liver with too much alcohol in too many seedy night clubs, looked like he was going to crash and burn, to avoid the adrenalin drip I ordered an ambulance with lights and siren to take him to the base hospital where there was an ICU and he had a better chance of survival. He too, like the 80-year old at the beginning of the work roster this month, was a very pleasant and grateful type of person, and made me think of the words I was memorising now that I’d got the first couple of sentences committed to memory: How often hath a sinner at the hour of death attained to the essence of faith, and quaffing the immortal draught, hath taken his flight unto the Celestial Concourse. 

Then getting up after a few hours of well-deserved sleep my meditation was on the Words of Hidden Word 44… O Companion of My Throne! Hear no evil and see no evil… Then catching up on the news on YouTube the main feature was a story about a couple of oil tankers that had been torpedoed in the Gulf of Oman, near the straits of Hormuz. It was VERY obvious to all who are educated in truth seeking media, that this was yet another ‘false flag event’, engineered just like the ‘Gulf of Tonkin’ incident that led to the Vietnam war, and the arch-duke’s assassination that led to WWI, the difference being that now there are millions of viewers around the planet who know this is a deliberate deed by evil people seeking war so their arms factories and corporations can make more profit off the slaughter of innocents. In this case it is the evil neo-cons that President Trump has brought in around him, probably for reasons of personal survival, (keep your friends close, and your enemies even closer I guess), trying to create a war with Iran which could then easily escalate to WWIII and prevent the awakening that is happening throughout humanity, something the controllers seem to be terrified of and are trying to stop at all costs! 

While I thought it was good to keep up with world events, I realised it was VERY difficult to do so without disobeying the words Hear no evil, See no evil… Then on watching a report from Russian media it was clear to me that President Putin himself was following the instructions in Hidden Word 44 very well with his refusal to respond to the attacks and goading of the evil ones, but concentrating his words on the development of constructive cooperation with friendly nations, in order to try and bring global peace and prosperity, almost as if he was following the same song from the same song book that I was studying at this time… Speak no evil that thou mayest not hear it spoken unto thee, and magnify not the faults of others that thine own faults may not appear great etc. I wonder what the answer will be when these warmongers and neo-cons and psychopathic politicians reach the end of their fleeting moment in this world of dust and are asked as they enter the next realm… And what did you do with your life John? (or George, or Mike, Bill, Donald, Hillary, Barak, Haji, or whatever the label attached to their bodies of water and clay and dust.)

Then today driving the 3-hour round trip to the closest organic food shop I listened to a YouTube Video sent by my wife a few days ago, in which Dr Joe Dispenza was interviewed by a very grateful and excited host with a wide-open heart chakra, by the name of Ed Mylett. The essence of his message was also that it was entrapment in negative emotions, like anger, fear, anxiety, terror, inevitably programmed by recurrent wrong thoughts, wrong words, and wrong actions, becoming hard-wired in our consciousness, that create all sorts of emotional mayhem and physical disease! It was actually a result of very good adaptive behaviour in humanity, he pointed out, his words ringing some bells in my cortical grey matter after last month’s nightmare associated with the solar sneeze, when he used the example of how good these emotions were for surviving in a world of carnivorous dinosaurs like T Rex. 

It was a very inspiring conversation, especially when the good doctor started talking about his healing intensives, where by getting people into true meditation they were getting proven dramatic healings that not even he would have believed possible just 2 years ago! A good example was the woman who had a quarter of her visual field blind due to a tumour on her optic nerve, and then with the emotional release of negative programs recovered her vision back to normal after a few minutes in deep group meditation!  

The way Dr. Dispenza described the condition that allowed this sort of healing made me understand more some of the flame-like feelings I was getting in my heart and breast in the last few weeks with the process of the path of search. He pointed out that it was similar in some respects to the way sexual organs get excited and engorged with blood – the same thing happens with the heart when it becomes full of gratitude and love. Instead of a hard-on, the good doctor said, it was a kind of a heart-on, provoking a good belly laugh from his host Ed. He then went on to explain in detail the physiology and biochemistry of the alchemical condition, in which people were healing life-long illnesses in one meditation! All of these facts and more were in his book Becoming Supernatural– How Common People Are Doing the Uncommon, he modestly mentioned at the end of the inspiring presentation… 

On the drive home I reversed from JD to DJ, listening to the rest of X56, DJ’s X-series number 56, another dynamite investigation into the depths of the Orphic Circle, an 1800s Mystery School, which had at its very heart, holding the inner essence of the knowledge, a female clairvoyant master by the name of Emma Britten who was selected and trained for this role from early childhood. I was realising more and more, the role of the divine feminine, in mostly female (but also sometimes male like Edgar Cayce himself), intuitive mediums or clairvoyant and/or clairaudient people, also coming in to focus as an aspect of the Beloved or the Maid of Heaven. 56 was a special number for me and important in Egyptian mythology, being the number of Set the brother of Osiris, who was identified with a destructive comet or planet, but also when I trimmed my first book Crystal Mission down from 64 Chapters to 56, I discovered that the I Ching hexagram for this number 56 was a flame bound to a mountain, which could also be the definition of a human being– a flame bound to a mountain waiting to be kindled!  

Nevertheless, it was X57 I was more excited about as on this program due in the next day or so, DJ would not only be focused on the rising of Atlantis in the Bermuda triangle, but also be joined by his own amazing psychic clairvoyant maid of heaven GiGi Young, who belongs to a famous blood-line lineage of such gifted people. The synchronicity between GiGi and DJ was literally gob-smacking, and certainly good cause for astonishment at times, showing that their process sparkled with manifest signs of the Universe in their creative dance together!  Joe Dispenza, in his conversation with Ed, pointed out that these phenomena; fantastic coincidences and manifest signs of the Universe,are a natural outcome when we become conscious or mindful of the way our negative programming entraps us in matter, and when we become free of the long wave survival emotions, the creative process actualises and blossoms with multiple examples of the same type of fantastic coincidences. 

12 Núr 176 ED, 16 June 2019 CE

Perhaps because of the negative effects of eating fish and drinking wine, or perhaps as a deliberate teaching from the spirit realms about this month’s words, or perhaps a bit of both, I had a long night of troubled dreams after writing in my journal a report of the drive with Dr JD and DJ. The dream started off OK taking off on a flight with my wife, but soon we were on a train crowded with refuges who looked like they were of Middle Eastern extraction, and soon the train came to a halt and we were waiting, waiting, waiting, with no end in sight, for hours, and hours, and hours. There was a feeling of hopelessness and no joy or laughter in life. Eventually, at the end, I went looking for who was causing all this misery and overheard a couple of men laughing and gloating over the millions of dollars profit they were making out of all this. Then one of them discovered me and was just about to smash me in the face, when I woke in a sweat… 

The first thing to do on getting up, was to recite the words for this month, and I immediately recognised the two men in these words: With all his heart should the seeker avoid fellowship with evil doers and pray for the remission of their sins. He should forgive the sinful, and never despise his low estate, for none knoweth what his own end shall be. 

It also brought back some memories from my transcribing work with Mehran Tavakoli Keshe and his Knowledge Seeker workshops over the last few years, in which MK had personal acquaintance with lots of presidents, prime ministers and corrupt politicians, and inside knowledge of their arms deals and their corrupt dealings, and he sometimes talked about these on his weekly Knowledge Seeker workshops. Also, being of the Messianic Cohen blood-line running back through the daughters of  Moses and Aaron, and also descended from Muhammad via His grandson Hussein on his father’s side, he had an intimate knowledge of the devious conniving behaviour of his relatives in the Jewish lobby, and many times on his workshops told people that the only way out of the karmic mess we have on this planet, is to “pray for the souls of the Rothschilds”! That way their souls would elevate, and they would begin to see with the higher vibration emotions, that as humanity we are all one organism, so whatever they do to others, they are actually doing to themselves! 

So, as a natural consequence of this realisation, and purely out of interest in their own preservation, they would naturally fall into obedience to the other words: He should not wish for others that which he doth not wish for himself, nor promise that which he doth not fulfil – which is really a simple re-phrasing of the Golden Rule, found with different phrasing in ALL the world religions, and proving that all the world’s religions are based on rules of kindness to others, despite the dastardly deeds of the followers. So, in teaching people how to pray for the souls of the Rothschilds as the only way out of this mess, MK was demonstrating, not only his own profound knowledge of how things work in the realms of God, but also his grounding in the Bahá’í faith, and further back in to Zarathustrian mysteries, and it was glimpses like this, as well as the connection to the crop circle phenomenon, that gave me a measure of confidence in the correctness of his teachings, and the energy to continue the process through to the end in delivering 53 books! 

It was basically the same message I had heard from Dr JD the day before. First, for our own health, longevity, and happiness, we must escape the long wave survival emotions of fear, hatred and anger, something that has been VERY difficult to achieve through the unspeakably cruel history of humankind recorded over the last few thousand years of rape pillage and warfare on this planet. Just as a small example that unfortunately has stuck in my memory, I think it was in David Livingstone’s book that I read recently, of some of the interactions between the Christian crusaders, and the locals of Turkey, Anatolia, Syria, Palestine etc. Apparently, some of the crusaders, who revelled in torture and cruelty, loved to catch a local, slice their belly open and tie their intestines to a stake, then while laughing hilariously whip them so they would run away in terror, unravelling their own intestines, till they at last succumbed to the cruelty. Imagine how you would feel if someone did that to someone you love! You would surely not be able to pray for the remission of their sins; your blood would be boiling in your veins, and there would only be one thing on your mind; the desire to kill the perpetrators of this evil. This is surely why we have the same sorts of actions and the same sort of hatred between the peoples of this region a thousand years later! We have been told how the effects of the fire of the tongue, …devoureth both heart and soul, …endure a century, but now surely it becomes clear that the effects of the fire of cruel actions endure millennia! 

 The vital switch away from chaos unhappiness and disease, according to Dr JD, is when we realise we are all one with our brothers and sisters, and the coming into the emotions of love and gratitude  as we are able to forgive our brothers and sisters who were our enemies,  as in the Words for this month: He should forgive the sinful, and never despise his low estate, for none knoweth what his own end shall be, and in that act forgiving ourselves and thus automatically healing wounds running back thousands of years, and then witnessing dramatic healings that are totally impossible from the point of view of modern science, and yet happening every day now. 

Likewise, this morning’s REM sleep was not only a vivid illustration of the need for these types of realisations and healings on the path of the true seeker, but also a reminder of the warning in the last phrase of this month’s Paragraph: And how often hath a devout believer, at the hour of his soul’s ascension, been so changed as to fall into the nethermost fire. This morning’s wake-up call, even if it was not a fall into the nethermost fire, felt to me like I had fallen a long way from the previous night’s dream, which was adventurous and enjoyable, and in which I was able to take vigorous positive action to help things move along and save people’s lives. This morning’s, for whatever reason, had a feeling of being trapped in a slough of despond, along with hordes of fellow suffering humanity. So perhaps the next thing to do this morning is to be obedient to the following advice from the Blessed Beauty: With all his heart should the seeker avoid fellowship with evil doers and pray for the remission of their sins.

Therefore, I will finish this day’s notes with a prayer for the souls of some of the global psychopathic criminals running events on the planet Earth in 2019 CE or 176 BE, such as the Yemeni authorities who are planning to execute Bahá’ís for the sake of their religion, and  the Mullahs of Iran, some of whom are still promoting death and destruction for the Bahá’ís of Persia. On the other side there are the neo-cons in Washington salivating with their thoughts of global thermo-nuclear warfare, and their kith and kin in the Middle east, making swift action from the Warriors of Light a crucial necessity at this point in history. According to Greg Braden the best and most powerful form of prayer, is to understand that it has already been answered in the best way for everybody, and to feel your heart full of gratitude and love for that outcome. So I am imagining and seeing in my vision, Mr Bibi Netanyahu, Prime minister of Israel, with the Ayatollah Khameini, Supreme leader of Iran, and Donald John Trump, President of the USA, or their successors in this world of dust, meeting in peace on Mt Carmel, and intend to bring this vision to mind and heart and soul every morning on rising, and see how long it takes from the solstice this year, which I have always remembered as being on the 21^st of June, but now am very happy to switch to the Badí calendar and find it within the month of Núr, Light; quite appropriate for being the longest day with the most Light in the northern hemisphere. So, here is the prayer that I propose to make with the Words of the Blessed Beauty Bahá’u’lláh every day, for the souls of the Rothschilds, and the kings & queens, mullahs, popes, presidents and prime ministers of the world, in this Prayer for Triumph of the Cause, found in my Prayer Book on page 330: 

Lauded be Thy name, O Lord my God! 
Darkness hath fallen upon every land, 
and the forces of mischief 
have encompassed all the nations. 
Through them, however, I perceive the splendours 
of Thy wisdom, 
and discern the brightness of the light 
of Thy providence.

They that are shut out as by a veil from Thee 
have imagined that they have the power to put out Thy light, 
and to quench Thy fire, 
and to still the winds of Thy grace. 
Nay, and to this Thy might beareth me witness! 
Had not every tribulation been made the bearer 
of Thy wisdom, 
and every ordeal the vehicle 
of Thy providence, 
no one would have dared oppose us, 
though the powers of earth and heaven 
were to be leagued against us. 
Were I to unravel the wondrous mysteries 
of Thy wisdom 
which are laid bare before me, 
the reins of Thine enemies would be cleft asunder.

Glorified be Thou, then, O my God! 
I beseech Thee by Thy Most Great Name 
to assemble them that love Thee 
around the Law that streameth 
from the good-pleasure of Thy will, 
and to send down upon them 
what will assure their hearts.

Potent art Thou to do what pleaseth Thee. 
Thou art, verily, 
the Help in Peril, 
the Self-Subsisting. 
Bahá’u’lláh

 18 Núr 176 BE, Sat 22 June 2019 CE 

 After writing the last entry in the blog, I had a relaxing long weekend focusing on updating the path of search blog with the new format from the beginning, and then returned to work on the Monday night, where I had some more synchronicity related to the healing of the heart. I was on duty with one of the nicest and most compassionate Registered Nurses I work with, but earlier in life she’d had a problem with her heart when she was diagnosed with ‘Sick Sinus Syndrome’ and now had a  pacemaker for about 2o years, then 10 years ago had some runs of rapid AF, so had to have electrical ablation of conducting fibres in her heart, and had been fine ever since. But this night on getting to work she felt a bit tight in the chest and short of breath, and when we did an ECG, she was in Atrial flutter with a rate of 120. In spite of that she decided to continue her rostered night shift with me, and of course, in the night I had to share the new knowledge I had learnt from Dr Joe Dispenza. Her comment was – ‘Well that’s certainly a good name for a doctor! Lol. Indeed – he was a true dispenser of healing, unlike most if the docs out there who only know the world of drugs, vaccinations and surgery. She got straight onto Dr Joe, found he had recently visited the Gold Coast, and I am sure she will look him up and in time learn how to get her physical heart in line with her spiritual heart, which already glows with beautiful love and empathy for every patient, no matter how annoying – so I’m also clear that in a way she too is a type of manifestation of the Maid of Heaven…

On this same day 12 Núr 16 June, as another nice little sign of the Universe, on the Suspicious Observers daily news, Ben Davidson presented a paper proving the effect of not only solar activity but also cosmic rays on the health of the heart, and talked about 9 scientific papers he had found recently showing space weather heart connections, to me again proving the essence of the Words I learnt in the 1^st Paragraph about the heart, which is the seat of the revelation of the inner mysteries of God, and also demonstrated evidence of cognitive diminution during space travel exposure to heavy ions, then showing a great little video clip of the electrical activity of a healthy heart…   

During this week I spent the time on uploading 48 of the 53 books of the KfNZ transcriptions of 4 years of Knowledge Seeker workshops, including 33 books of workshop transcriptions, and 15 other books, into the new SHOP on the KfNZ Transcriptionswebsite, and then on the Winter solstice brought the website up to date with a new blog post. I was VERY happy with what came though, especially the way it gently moved towards the Blessed Beauty, following the instructions of the UHJ who made me understand after reading their letter that it was time to turn away from the Keshe foundation and towards the Blessed Beauty. 

Then getting back today to a focused meditation on the Words for this month I found that I finally had them memorized and flowing freely, so for the first time for a week or two took another dip into Dr. Momen’s book for some more inspiration, and found an article which I had only partially read so far, and excitingly was a profound dip into the Ocean of The Hidden Words… in an article by Julio Savi entitled The Love Relationship between God and Humanity: Reflections on Bahá’u’lláh’s Hidden Words.  

At the end of the article Julio Savi added a couple more sentences about the Foundation upon which the future World Order will be erected and the highest human hopes for peace and justice fulfilled, and these in turn gave me another Zikru’llah Khadem moment – OMG! Increase my Astonishment in thee O Lord! It was VERY nice synchronicity, in that not only did it remind me of the Báb and His Holy Words, and the fact that on this year we are counting down His Badíʿ Calendar towards His 200^th Birthday, but also relates in an incredible way to my discussion in the KfNZ Transcriptions blog I published on the 2019 winter solstice; of the 144,000 Rainbow Warriors, and in particular to a 1% critical mass renewal of the 100^th Monkey effect, which Dr Steven Greer, himself one of the Beloved Warriors of Bahá’u’lláh, will present in his new film Close Encounters of the 5^th Kind.

The Báb wrote ‘God hath… taken upon Himself the task of ensuring… the domination of 1000 of the faithful over all the peoples and kindreds of the earth.’

No more need be said here; if you are intrigued and interested you could check out the blog post! For now, I will conclude this lengthy chapter with the next Paragraph and keep it mercifully short and sweet for the month of Rahmat Mercy. 

Our purpose

in revealing these convincing and weighty utterances

is to impress upon the seeker

that he should regard all else beside God as transient,

and count all things save Him

Who is the object of all adoration

as utter nothingness.